Parties?! Its almost halloween! :D

 Woah!!! Hai yall! A blog post after oh so long... 

its been a while! 

i have been not busy, but sorta busy. does that count lol?

but to catch everybody up, ive been doing stuff!

i got a new desk, a new bed, basically, my room looks like a whole new place! O.O

sleeping in this thing is weird, i went from a tiny twin bed to a full! double the width! 

wowza!!!!

 but i went to a party the other day!!!!

firstly, i went with my good friend! i was dressed up as cupid, and they were a monster high character! 

it was fun getting ready for it, we literally sparkled out our outfits. xD

but the party was a total blow to be honest... x_x

it was a local one so i expected this sorta, but it was full of people way older than us! (was an adult party- but damn! i was at least expecting some being under 30!)

alas...we were the only adults under 30 there. 

then we were being oogled at by older men. seriously nasty.

the food there was okay enough! we started with chicken tenders, and they were yum after not really eating lunch or anything all day.

had some fried food (a lot of it actually) and im not quite sure what half of it was but it tasted okay xD???

we stayed NOT even 3 hours and went home XDDD!!!! 

like a 5/10, boring for the amount of time we were there, mixed with the gawking old men, the weirdos, the mildly overstimulating fog machine, and the music of which we knew like 4 songs out of the 50 that were played. 

all made me and my friend think,

me: "uh... O-O yeah lets go home?" 

friend: "yeah xD was thinking that too..." 

then we went home! tore off all the costume! wiped the glitter off our faces (didnt come off LMAO)

and sat down to watch paranormal videos, and then slept xD

anywho! what are yall doing this halloween? 

im doing basically nothing! i am not very excited this year, and our family party is at the beginning of november because of work times!

lateee night! ᴗ ̫ ᴗ 𓈒𓂂𓏸

hai from my phone!!!

man has these last few days been stressful! 

i have had lots planned this week

hanging out with my close friends and going places!

im very excited but not everything has gone to plan... oh well!

i just wanted to make a blog post to ramble briefly!

Feelin' hopeful! (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

。.:☆*:･'(*⌒―⌒*))) haaaaallllooooo everyoneeeee~

i am hopeful! 

today i will be shipping my laptop in the mail to get it fixed! [fingers crossed it goes well!]

blehh... i am pretty tired of thinking about it though!

so let us ramble :3

today i have not really been up to much! 

mostly just played games with a friend again before i cant when my laptop is gone..

but i also cleaned a tad! (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

my room has been always messy, and it takes me forever to clean each time

i did manage! i am suddenly nostalgic tho!

i just watched the first inuyasha movie!!! 

and was it good? mostly! kind of surprising!

i was expecting to not like it all considering...（ꐦ𝅒_𝅒)

but i did like it quite a bit! 

the style of each movie kind of changes a lot, and i wasnt a super fan of some of that...

but it was good enough

will i watch the rest of the 2 or 3? probably not (ಠ_ಠ)

it just isnt worth it i think........xD

anywho! peace out for now! ☮︎

My First Con... ( ￣ε￣ )

WOAH. . . (°ロ°) ! 

MY FIRST CON IS SOON?!

SRSLY ლ(¯ロ¯”ლ) WUT AM I SUPPOSED TO PACK????

oh! (๑•̀ㅁ•́๑)✧ i know! lemme type out a blog post and pack! 

─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つLET’SGO!

hai yall! what is this blog post today you ask? well i am going to mai first con this month (◕◡◕)

i have never been to a con before actually! which got me nervy about packing things. . .

oh! and im cosplaying a little thing with my friends! [i have no idea what im doing either....... but its okay! itll be a crummy cosplay haphazardly put together but it will be fun!]

so here's my list of stuffs!

★ refillable water bottle [they dont allow food or other drinks than water]

★ my mobility aids! [knee braces, wrist brace, cane, etc.]

★ our tickets and money!

★ phone, charger, and noise canceling headphones

★ communication cards [for when it gets too loud to talk outloud]

★ a change of clothes and shoes [cosplay can get uncomfy sometimes!]

★ hand held fan [its so hot these months...]

★ makeup and baby wipes [two words, face paint]

and whatever else i can think of to need (^-^)ゝ

i am hoping it goes well! i wont have my laptop to make posts at some point for idk how long x.x 

but its to fix a big issue with it! so hopefully it wont be in the shop for long! [i have to mail it....(T - T)]

anywho! thankies for reading :> i hope everyone is having a fantastic day!!!

A good sandwich is all it takes! ˚✧₊⁎( ˘ω˘ )⁎⁺˳✧༚

mmm (っ˘ڡ˘ς) lettuce and tomato chicken salad on some bread!

who knew a sandwich like such would change everything...

starting out talking about a sandwich? yes. yes i am doing that right now. 

(✽´ཫ`✽) looking at it makes my mouth water... [not my image]

hai yall! how is everybody out there on the internet? well i hope!

recently has been very rough on me, mentally and physically.

my health has been wack, and my anxiety makes me feel like im dying at any moment ༼ ಥ﹏لಥ ༽ ᵘgᵍʰ

truly a work of art on whoever is in charge of my life! [thanks whatever god thing doohicky!]

my throat is sore...

anyways! i have yet to take a shower that is very needed, i feel gross

the thing people dont expect when youre disabled and fatigued all the time is that showering and hygiene is so difficult you have to save up energy for it over a course of weeks. 

take that you dweeb! :3

today i have played roblox and taken a nap after eating that delicious awesome sandwich...

sorry talking about the sandwich once again!

silly moments where i realize i am ageing! lettuce? i like that stuff? wow. crazy literally!

i love spinach, side note.

feeling like an old person eating leafy greens...that or a hamster...or a turtle with like those turtle asmr videos where they eat crunchy lettuce. that is me

i havent done much art recently, at least thats what i think.

its been a rough patch for that too! finding balance in what i enjoy doing!

i think that is all for now, i dont write much now that i have too much time to lay around in pain sorry! 

[a unserious joke for the record, i am very much struggling on a much real way!]

wish me well as i do to you yall! <3